well finally got some free time to actually update my journal been such a long mid week i should say though time do fly reali quickly if u know wat i mean... b4 we knew it exams 4 MY CASE is like in 2 weeks time and im trying very hard to study!! ive got this problem with time mgmt when it comes to EXAMS!!!! yikes hahaha nervous but not yet motivated 2 study damn nex week is gona B a whirlwind one!!!! studyin all round WIth breaks of course NOT 2 WORI !!!!

ve been feeling quite lousy lately i dono y but this searing pain in my abdomen have not yet subsided since last week!! wat the hell is wrong with me n im 2 scared 2 go n c a doc!!!! wat if he tell me i got CYST or ovarian cancer or watever!!! im so afraid!!! i wana have babies ok hahaha yeah watever i mean e cancer part!!!!

o my appetite has been humongous n im glad i did my best to control it ah but hehe with bits n bits of hocs n snacks along e way!!! oiiii cant help it wat!!! i wore glasses 2 skool today my eyesight gettin worse but yet 2 change my specs ah lazy ah u know how makcik2 i look with it DAMN!!!! reali horrible JOKER OF E YEAR SEH!!!

Anw supported my dear bf last nite!!1 he's playin 4 balestier khalsa prime league n dey were playing against home united!!! damn it was a heated match with at least 2 punches n 4 fights COOL HUH!! i kinda enjoyed e drama mama part ah thank god my bf didnt get involved or i wld have whooped his ass in frnt of everybody!!!!!

sadly they lost 2-3 to the bloody hooligans!!! assholes!!!
n de worst part was de home supporters were the 1st bunch of uncivilised uneducated moronic cursers or cursesrs barbaric assholes ive erver met in my WATCHIN SOCCER MATCHES history!!!
dey were worst than england fans damit!! reali not lying!! they insulted my bf's team calling dem names n insultin their performance n even had a tiff with our supporters. makciks n pakciks hurling insults at us Damn it was reali sick n sad 2 say!!! i mean ure old n u noe a malay where is ure sense of decency n respect 4 fellow ppl or watevr dey call it11 seriously it was a disgrace to our community coz dey reali tarnishe dour image!! i was reali upset n shocked by e way dey reacted 2 de game! after all its football and its all in de game!! as wat ppl say rite?

o n i had tom yam soup laz nite 4 dinner so hot n spicy i felt really steamy after dat IT WAS A TUESDAY GOD DAMIT!!!! horny day!!!
haha tc ppl

one love!! haha BLUE KEPER!!!

god i feel so bored now...... its been such a wretched week 4 me so to say.... damn i feel dat all my positive energy has been sucked out by e dementors from harry potter siak So lame but wat e heck I wonder y!!!!

aaaaaaarrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhh reali feel like cryin now aiye!! no mood 2 type ah bye

god i feel so bored now...... its been such a wretched week 4 me so to say.... damn i feel dat all my positive energy has been sucked out by e dementors from harry potter siak So lame but wat e heck I wonder y!!!!

aaaaaaarrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhh reali feel like cryin now aiye!! no mood 2 type ah bye

weeeeee guess wat peeps i got 9/15 4 my mbs test!!! yeyeyeye N black rose darlin its MANAGING BUSINESS SYSTEM some whacked subject i have 2 take in my diploma!!! realli crappy subject haha wat de heck dono dont care!!!

o god guess wat yesterday was my beyond PMS n Major triple MONDAY BLUES DAY!! I dono y but i was pissed off with everyone who even came close 2me especially THE GUYS!! dey juz piss me off big time!!! nah must be their pathetic character or worse e fact that they dont have periods!! U LAME ASSHOLES TALKIN BOUT CONQUERING E WORLD! U AINT KNOW ANITIN BOUT ACHIEVEMENTS UNTIL U HAD URE FUCKIN PERIOD!! jerk!!! hmmm watever lah kinda moody actually!!!
dono y maybe insufficent supply of cocoa in my blood!!! wat 2 do on diet already cannot eat dat kinda stuff animore :( but its ok shazana will PREVAL no matter wat e outcome or consequences mauahahaha YIKES!!

o i get it now!!! o I GOT IT EUREKA!!!
Im moody coz i havent had chocs for 3 days!!!1 no wonder!!! hahaha i missed TWIX so much!! o nvm stop whining u lil bitch!!!

anw im feelin reali bored at e moment!! wat can i do to cheer me up? any min i can juz drop 2 de ground hyperventilate n die after sufferin from vigoruous stages of convulsion!!! yikes but its true i wish i was overseas now hmmmm maybe in australia or somtin!!! chillin at e beach with hot surfers with bodies 2 DIE 4!!! o god stop it im feelin horny now!!! damn Shldnt go der hehehe

well im outtin maybe go get a fruit or somtin!! hmm how about................. a BANANA!!! I LIKE :P

hey ppl guesss wat ill be taking my mbs on line test very soon im so nervous i think i can SHIT hahaha!!! whoops too graphic i guess! man i didnt know i look gd in pics thanks to kls i look HOT!!! ok 2 graphic again!! sowwieee!! feelin kinda chirpy 2dae ah even doh i got a warning letter from my statistics tutor!! ill be dropping the subject i cant cope with it!! damn its A maths tau!! mampos tanak

anw i was so exhausted on sat!! having my pics taken in such a provocative manner!!! hahaha well wat de heck 4 my fren sake huh!! get free makan some more!! hehehe thanks mate!! o ya tok about soccer my bf RYAN GIGGS scored so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee!! but i still think lunbherg is cuter!! ARSENAL player!!! khekhe call myself a traitor muahaha 4_ 0 huh? eh wats wrong with liverpool anw tell dem go play pool also gd lah!!yokay LAME KEPER SHAZ!!

O i feel reali nervous now adays coz exams are juz around e corner n i so wanna do well 4 it!! cant stand having lousy grades!! i feel reali dumb man!! i so wanna ace it lah pray 4 me ill do well k!! thanks a bunch!! love u ppl!!!

1 more thing i still feel upset bout wat dat BITCH said about me!1 u know lah this bimbo frm biz skl who is a gd fren of a fren!!! i feel kinda hurt!! she hate e sight of my freakin stuck up look n wants to like slap me!! DAMN SHE DONT EVEN NOE E REAL ME! HOW CAN SHE SAY SUCH THINGS? after all im still human u noe! i noe i shdnt take it 2 heart but it hurts 2 keep hearin e same thing frm ppl who dono e real me ITS PATHETIC!!!

anw ill try 2 update my journal ah its hard coz i dont have net access at home u noe!! so sorrie mates!!! o 1 more thing my dad asked me 2 pick up TENNIS again he wants me 2 prepare 4 a tennis tournament 4 nex yr!!! like DUH!!!
to think ive hanged my racquet 2 good!!! well gtg mates

tc and pls eat healthy yah!! fruits n veggies dat is!! muacks love u all!!!

hey u guys y u peeps never update ure freakin journals siak!! do somtin bout it ya!!1 heehe tok like real only seh!! anw feelin realli tense now!!

presentation on fri man and the bloody INTERVIEW is tomorrow! god i dont even have a proper portfolio!! i think ill chicken out ah!! hehe

realli hungry now tau im starting my diet regime from today!!! wooohoooooooooo wish me luck mates!!

o n i apologise to u black rose if i keep mentioning kls juz cant help it his irritating antics is always on my mind man!! ill mention u more often!!! :B

gtg now feel like making berries hahahaha

peace get 2 u all later ya

muacks love u all

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess wat pppl im back all the way from a fantabulously fantasticoly freakinly relaxing trip to penang!!!! woohoo!!!! man it was such a cool trip though it was short but hmmmmm rest assured i miss u guys alot esp ehem ehem u noe who u are!!! hehehe :p damn i suddenly mizz the nasi kandar!!! u guys shld try it if u go to penAng!! TERANTOK BENJOL SIAK!!! i stayed at this hotel THE GURNEY( five * dont play2 ah!!!) power siak.... i played pool like 24 hours truout the whole trip and learned archery!!! WEEL I SUCKED IN IT FOR YOUR INFO!!! DAMN!!!

this realli cute fitness instructor tot me how to play that archery thingy but he wasnt CUTE animore when he told me i look like a 20++++ LADY!!!! YIKES!!!! Major Bummerr!!!! O YA and my mom was disturbed by the guys at the club coz her FUCKIN SHIRT WAS TORN!!! muahahahaha WHOOPSS!!! AND THE FI9SH N CHIPS AT THE POOL RESTAURANT WAS freakin delicious i literally licked it of the plate! hehe sounds horny huh??

We went shoppin at this plaza and I SAW THIC COOL LIMITED EDITION LEVIS JUMPER!!!! but didnt buy it coz takde size!!! SO UPSET!!! fuck it was LIMITED EDITION KLS!!! wat do u know moron!!!???? oops sorri didnt buy anitin 4 u guys notin much there xcept for all those smelly medicated thingys makcik2 buy!!! u noe wat i mean!!!???? hehehe

ITS MY DADS B'DAY TODAY!!! as u all DONO he went to penang 4 a tennis tournament n well his team decided to hold a mini surprise party 4 him and gosh was he FUCKIN SHOCKED!!!! fisrt time it happened to him!!! dammn he was FLABBERGASTED beyond FLABBERGAISM hahaha watever dat means!!!! totalli!!! and at the club he had to sing a song 4 his team tau!! he sang MY WAY by FRANK SINATRA!!!!! power seh the crowd gave him a standing ovation!! man tok about an unforgettable b'day party!!! AND U noe wat i drank this cocktail called the................. hehehe u wont believe it but its called the PUSSY FOOT!!! it sure taste gd!!! RUDY u shld try it i noe u want it!! muahahaha ehem!!! man i realli miss penang the food the hotel the food the hotel n well the FOOD!! hahaha

well it was reali a great trip esp amisdst the chaos( SARS THING, WAR N SHAZANA'S EMINENT IRRITANT KHAIRUDIN LEE SAMSUDIN) wat more can i ask 4!!! hehehe

well i did miss all of u and singapore!! awwwwwwwwww so sweet i noe i noe U all miz me 2 awwwwwwww OK WATEVER!!! dats bout it i guess ill update my woohoo when im free ya!! totalli take care all beautiful creations of god! may u b happy n healthy always EXCEPT KLS!!! whoops kiddin!! muacks love u!!!